| i should probably scratch the last post...
it's been a lil while...it's not that i'm fickle...but i can't seem to do anything w/ science anymore...
so here i am...persuing psychology as my major...and i hope this is my final call...
nobody knows exactly 100% why i chose not to take that retake exam...and decided to withdraw from OT...
psychology fascinates me...and it always has...
i just hope i can apply things i learn in these classes in real life...and understand ppl better...
on other note...well my love life is going nowhere becoz i got none...lol...and i think it's better to keep it that way...
it's like...now that i've stepped out to see what other ppl actually go through...i don't know how ppl maintain relationships...and i also kindda see why some ppl prefer to be single...
i think i spend so much money on food and alcohol...it's good that i don't smoke...
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| i think i'm kindda hitting middle 22 y/o crisis...
i feel like i can't do anything rite...and i can't sleep...or i sleep too much...
i'm losing my ultimate goal...to be an OT...
i'm afraid of commitments...school...and relationship wise...
i think being rejected and dumped by boys so many times...and being on the verge of getting kicked outta program/school...part of me seems to be giving up...
out of this whole summer...i regret spending days/weeks being suicidal and shit over being dumped...i could have spent those times studying or something productive...
i just have to do well for next two weeks...i'm given 3rd chance...and i hope this time i'll head in the rite direction for once...
it's time for me to change...time for me to wake up...
...and being single...it's like a whole new adventure...
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| 10. OT's do it creatively
9. OT's do it in groups
8. OT's do it actively and passively
7. OT's do it for physical and mental health
6. OT's use proper positioning
5. OT's do it with purpose
4. OT's grade the activity for optimal performance
3. OT's are adaptable
2. OT's use full range of motion
1. OT's use adaptive equipment
hm.....
anyways, on other note...i hate being in my 20's... i almost feel like i'm going through all these feeling of betrayal, left out, anger, etc by pretty much every single damn person around u...the things i was probably supposed to go through when i was in high school...
on other note, congratulations to those graduating from college =] p.s. very late note: RIP to Doug from "Workout"...i wish there were more gorgeous-in-and-out ppl like him in the world... |
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